Feeling like grot....

I have a cold and I feel terrible....... I think what has made it worse is the fact that I am extremely tired thanks to the huge amount of uni work I have been trying to juggle the last few days.... This uni thing has become a real joke, I am going to fail one of my assessments because I started it early because I know how long it takes me to do things, thanks to my 2 year old! any wayz, if I start talking about yesterday I will cry again mes think...

I still havent heard from my X to see if he is taking Peta this weekend or not, but then again that is the normal thing with him.. grrrrr. oh did I mention I am having a tupperwear party?? Its on saturday and I have many yummy things planned to cook and eat... so much for the diet :p

My weight is starting to get me down a little, I saw myself in the mirror the other day and I was in shock as to what I saw..... I am doing my exercisisng, but the food thing is really becoming an issue.... I just find it HARD, with uni and stuff to eat write, I really dont know how to tackle it. My step sister messaged me this morning reminding me that the wedding is only 6 months away... ARGHHHHHHHHHHH Thats alot of weight to loose in not a very long time!!!! I guess I a, just going to have to make a consertive effort to eat right..... hmmmmmmmm

Peta is being a bit of a grot today, compunded with me being sick is not making for a nice night. I am at my dads tonight as I am going tap dancing later, I really think I need some me time to lift me sprit! I really enjoy the class, its only small - 3 of us in total so yeah its good. Our teachers are trying to convince us to go in the concert but non of the others are that keen.... I kinda hope that we do and I will post some pics for you......