I know I know....

Sorry to all my fans awaiting the next update... LOL

Well a fari bit has been happening in my life since I last updated.... Firstly and most importantly I finished my uni exams... YAY! My results are not out for a few more days but will let you know how I go. I think overall I did ok, there was one exam I think I bomed out in BUT hey you cant win them all right???

My uncle was also out from the states, (I think I mentioned that he was coming??) Well his trip was all in the fast lane. It was a very intense time with him here as well as doing my exams.. but all in all I think he had a good trip. I took him and Peta-Lee on a trip down to Audley national park for a picnic, I have made a slideshow on photonucket and will set it all up sooooon.... I am starting to enjoy using my new camera, now I wished I asked for one that did more... oh well always next chrissy right?? LOL I have a few more pics to shoot through photoshop, but the originals are up there.

I have also started sewing again, in my free time. AND man did I buy some GRRRROOOOSSSSSSSSSSSSSS material YUCK! Oh well I am sure I will find something to do with it... Might make some dolls outfits or something. I am currently making Peta-Lee som PJ's out of this strange material I bought of EBAY! The description said 'white tracksuit material with pink pattern' Which to a point is true....... I think I might have to post a pic of it for you to truly undertsand the strange'ness of the "pattern" LOL OH well she seems to love them.

We are getting new neighbours next door and well they havent even moved in yet and they have all ready p'eed me off! They are getting work done and all of the scrap material has somewhat ended up on part of out lawn! MAkes it very difficult to bring the bins in :(

Come to think about it not that much has happened....

Oh I forgot to mention, we had a tragic family death also while my exams were on which hit everyone extreamly hard. My cousin sadly lost there little girl to turners, Chance Rania was born sleeping @ 23 weeks. Its so hard to know what to say or do in a situation like this but my thoughts are with everyone who is touched by a situation like this.

My mother as usual is sending me CRAZY but hey.... cant live with them, cant live with out them right??? Still no developments on the M A N front but I think I like it like that ATM. Life would be a little crazy if I had to deal with one of those things LOL, it would just be another ball to juggle and well I think I have time for that later on.

Uni timetable next sem is pretty gross 4 half days, pretty pointless.... most days I am there for a max of 3 hours which means I spend 20mins less in travel time that what I do in actual classes.... DOH. I am also doing another subject at another campus soooo that should be good, meet a few new people. Oh and I am planning on doing a cupcake decorating course and a indian dinner workshop to. They are run through the local community collage and a reasonably priced and only 4 or so hours long!

The weight loss isnt going sooo well, I took a month of exercising and well that meant I put it all back on.... :( oh well! hopefully this month I can dropa few kilos and keep the dropped LOL

Any wayz, as nice as this heater is there are dishes to do and washing to hang out (might give the later a miss, looks like rain meeee thinks!) so I will hopefully chat to you all soooooon...


Kiss and hugs

Jess

Had a few trying days....

The last few days have been pretty horrible... Cant really go into much. My exams start next week, so I will be offline! But I will be sure to update you all when I finish, and maybe before if I get sick of studying... :p

Peta is growing fast, I will hopefully have some more pics to post soon. She is such a little lady now and is no longer a baby, or even a child.... She is growing up so fast! It felt like only yesterday that I was bringing a little squish faced baby home from hospital.....

Oh you should all check out my new obession.... Bettsy Land. http://bettsy-land.myminicity.com Its very exciting!

Any wayz, washing needs doing and all that jazz.... Gee a mother's job is NEVER done!!!

Cheers for now!

Finally......

I FINALLY have my computer back and working... YAY!

Silly virus protection didnt work, and I ended up with a real mess on my hands! Only costs me $300 to get fixed......... GRRRRRRR and about 2 weeks..... Well at least it is fixed and I can fill you in on all the juciy details.....

I am offically on stu vac and MEANT to be studying... exams start in 9days.... ARGHHHH!!! and my uncle arrives in 12days... So getting all excited. we had some pretty horrible family news, so it is some what fitting him coming over now, even though there is not much he can do to help. I will fill you in on that in a few posts time.

Things in my life have been pretty up and down, emotionally. Had a few problems with uni, which some people have been sympathetic to and other basically said 'go jump'. I hope THEIR day comes soon. I have fixed my course and will be ok to get CPA AND CA accreditation when I finish. Which I have found is HUGE bonus! I have also rearranged my timetable for next semester, which will allow me spend more time with missy moo....

Speaking of missy moo... she is sooooo smart and clever. I think that is going to cause me probelms later on. Her father is being a bit of a toss pot, but hey I think I am used to that now. He enjoys throwing his little curve balls and it keeps me on my toes trying to dodge them. The story of single parenthood I guess.

I ventured to spotlight today to feed my craft addiction... I got some scrapbooking stuff as well as some sewing stuff... NOW I just need to find the time to do it all :P I will try and post some pics when I finish it all... or should I say IF I finish it all. I want to sew my mum a dress, but I cant find any fabric I like, everything is just to plain and boring... will have to keep my eye out. Might venture to one of the fabric centres of sydney to see what I can find. Will definately post a pic when I finish that one. Also I have finally decided on the pattern I am going to use fo0r more cow quilt..... only taken me 12months, now I just need to start that one 2!

Any waz I need to head to study... chat to you all soon......

Feeling like grot....

I have a cold and I feel terrible....... I think what has made it worse is the fact that I am extremely tired thanks to the huge amount of uni work I have been trying to juggle the last few days.... This uni thing has become a real joke, I am going to fail one of my assessments because I started it early because I know how long it takes me to do things, thanks to my 2 year old! any wayz, if I start talking about yesterday I will cry again mes think...

I still havent heard from my X to see if he is taking Peta this weekend or not, but then again that is the normal thing with him.. grrrrr. oh did I mention I am having a tupperwear party?? Its on saturday and I have many yummy things planned to cook and eat... so much for the diet :p

My weight is starting to get me down a little, I saw myself in the mirror the other day and I was in shock as to what I saw..... I am doing my exercisisng, but the food thing is really becoming an issue.... I just find it HARD, with uni and stuff to eat write, I really dont know how to tackle it. My step sister messaged me this morning reminding me that the wedding is only 6 months away... ARGHHHHHHHHHHH Thats alot of weight to loose in not a very long time!!!! I guess I a, just going to have to make a consertive effort to eat right..... hmmmmmmmm

Peta is being a bit of a grot today, compunded with me being sick is not making for a nice night. I am at my dads tonight as I am going tap dancing later, I really think I need some me time to lift me sprit! I really enjoy the class, its only small - 3 of us in total so yeah its good. Our teachers are trying to convince us to go in the concert but non of the others are that keen.... I kinda hope that we do and I will post some pics for you......

Mother's Day....

Just a quick one tonight, I am pretty tired! Had friends over till late last night, Miss Peta stayed up till 11! she was pretty good, just layed with me on the lounge watching a movie with us! Which is prob why I am having so many problems getting her to sleep tonight

I had a pretty nice day, didnt get breaky in bed but had a family breaky so that was nice and got a couple of little presents. Noni, Peta amd I went shopping this arvo, which was nice.

Any wayz, I am off to get ready for bed!

Hope you all had a nice day!

Blah Blah Blah....

Well I havent had a chance to post for a few days... Uni work has piled up and I had more assignments that time. Thankfully I only have 3 left, most of them in the next few weeks.

My uncle has booked his flight to come to AUS, which I was terribly excited about but he has cut his trip short again (he did this last time) and I will prob miss out on spending much time with him. You see he is here right in the middle of my exam period. He arrives on the 12th and my first exam is on the 12th, my next exam is the 19th and that is the day he and Noni leave to go to WA to see my pop... they arrive back on the 23rd and well low and behold I have an exam that day to.... THEN he leaves on the 27th and that is the day of my final exam.... Gesus I cant win sometimes. Last time he was over I was in the middle of my trial HSC and got to see him a total of 3 times even though he was staying with us! And its not like I am going to have any chance of geting to the states any time soon, especially not now after these CS changes.

Oh well I guess that is life huh? well thats what Noni said. I would have much rather here, I am really sorry its worked out like that, but I guess sympathy is too much to ask for these days.

My Moron Wanker X (MWX) is meant to be becoming over with XMIL tomrrow arvo, so Peta can see them for mother's day. However I got a message from him earlier saying they might not be able to make it as he needs to go to to see his GF mother for mothers day.... Nice to know that he would rather see his GF than his own daugthter.... Oh well I just smile and nod, at least this way I might actually enjoy my mothers day.

As you can tell from this post I am little bit of a mood, the whole mothers day is slightly depressing from my point of view and well somewhat dread when it comes around. To add salt to the wounds, I had a bit of a tiff with my closest friend last night and well I am still reeling over it - Give me a few days and I will be over it, unless he apologises first (which I doubt, you know men!)

I had an excellent day yesterday, uni was so much fun. We were all so tired from trying to finish the assessment that we just said and did stupid things! I think we spent more times in fits of laughter rolling on the floor that we did actually talking about serious stuff. We are all going out for dinner when I hand in my last assessment, I will try and takes some pics so I can post them on here for you all to see! We really do behave like a pack of dim bats when we are around each other.

Peta went swimming this morning, and they have moved her back into the little pool as the pool she was in has a crack in it. I dont think this is at all a good move, but I guess there isnt much I could do. I did keep my cool, which is surprising to me, normally I would have flown off the handle. I think I am becoming one of those my child desvers all the best and only I know it. I think alot of it stems from the fact that her dad is pretty useless, sometimes I feel as if I need to make up for it and try to do it in ways that she wont even remember. I guess thats just one of my many flaws. what frustrates me though is that peole think because I am young, I have no idea what the hell I am doing! Like the women today said to me 'what would you know?' and I know it was more meant as well your NOT a swimming teacher, but still there is a brain in there you know!!! OH well at least I control my anger and the tears.

I am listening to miss Peta, sing to her self and muck around when she should be sleeping! MY goodness she is soooooo cheeky and naughty sometimes! I think that is why my hair is falling out!

I bought my mum a digital photo frame for mothers day, it was on special and although it was a little more than what I wanted to spend, it was better value so can somewhat justify it.... well until the CC bill comes in! I will have to take some really nice pics for it! I think it is going to be hard for her when we finally move out, oh well will cross that bridge when we come to it!

I have only given this adress out to one person, so I kinda feel as if I am talking to me self still... I should get on and send some invites out so it not just me blabing on!!!!

Any wayz, I might head down and do some more house work! I really need to do some washing grrrr I hate washing!

I hope this finds you well in WWW (not that I think any one is out there :p)

And Happy mothers day to all you mothers out there........ Especially if it is your first one ;p

Huffing N puffing

Well I did me a pretty good workout this morning... a boxing class and wel I didnt feel like I was going to pass out or anything so maybe I am on the road to a healtheir lifestyle..... hmmmmm..

The assignment is still only a heading, but I did do heaps of reading and kind know where I might head it. I have started doing my overveiw so I might be at least started by somewhere tonight. I am seriously thinking about looking for work as well as doing uni next year, I know its going to take me prob an extra year or something but it means I will be getting experience as well as study. So now I just need to get a flexible job, that will let me study....... I think that is going to be the hard part.....

The tupperware lady is meant to be droppng by this morning, to drop of some booklet things. I decided to have a party, I know a few people who might want to come and well its a good excuse to eat some yummy stuff I guess. My brothers GF wants me to drop a book thingy off to her, shame is like a 45mins drive GRRRRRR If only still lived around the corner.

I believe Peta has moved into my bed, which I am slightly unimpressed about.... I would really like I nice solid nights sleep with out a foot up the bum or a hand in my face. I am really going to have to do something about, just not sure what I am going to do...

I was listening to the radio this morning and was pretty astounded at what I was hearing. They were talking about Corey going into the BB house and how there oppions had changed since seeing him in the house and how it was partly the media fault for what had happened.... The caller then went on to say that he was just doing what every 17year old would do if their parents had gone away. I beg to differ, this guy posted a messgae on myspace and SENT it to his friends.. the party went hay wire and he costed the tax payer a lot of money, people got hurt and his house was trashed and NOW he has been somewhat rewarded for what he did.... Has he ever never apologised or even said what he did was WRONG.... He has never taken any responsiblity for what he did.... and people wonder why the world is turning out the way it is. It truly is a worry.

Well now that I have wasted a little more time before I start my assessment I should prob scout off and get it done.... Wish me luck!!!

Hope this finds you all well out there.......